I hate myself today. I don't know what's happening to me. I hate my face today. I think I look so shitty. I have some spot everywhere. And I'm not even shaved.My hair all greasy. I look disgusting. My eyes are glued. My lips are chapped. My legs are prickling. And plus I'm stinky today.

Cause you want a perfect girl, and I'm not what you expect. You want a perfect girl, and I look shitty today.

Maybe I should put some makeup, and find some crazy outfits. But I am very tired today and I don't care if I'm not pretty. Should be like these girls, skinny and great all the time. I'm still wearing my slippers and eat all the candies at home. I should sleep more, and stop going out everyday. I should focus more, and stop complaining today.